Not My Best Day...

Emily told me today she heard about some snomobilers in Waupaca who corralled 5 deer in a confined wooded area and then chased them down and ran them over. I guess the scene was brutal. They even took the one surviving deer, tied its broken body to a tree, and left it to die. When DNR got to the scene and found it still breathing they thankfully euthanized it...but can you imagine how long it suffered? Can you even imagine the distress and panic they all must have been going through? It makes me sick to my stomach. Who the fuck would do that? I honestly think if you can do something like that you have an automatic predisposition to murder. I wouldn't say I'm a violent person normally. But if they ever find out who did this and I got near them, I wouldn't feel any remorse whatsoever in beating them to a bloody pulp. Just terrorize and torture them for HOURS on end and then leave them to die a painful death.

Anyway. After I heard that my day sort of went downhill. Maybe I hear shit like that and I lose all faith in the human species. I don't know.

For one. I'm sick of some aspects of work already and I've only been back 2 weeks. I'm finding a lot of solace in my iPod; I can say that much. Just let me listen to my music and everyone leave me alone unless it's 100% work-related. (Except for Emily and Nicole and Jen. And Jamie and Bill. And a few others. But you get the point.)

I left work around 5:00 and it was already snowing outside. The roads were terrible ! I had to drive over to Shopko on Winneconne to pick up a prescription since I was too stupid to remember to mail order it before I ran out. I was slightly irritated that the lady standing in front of me at the Pharmacy counter was just full-out leaning on the counter and having a relaxed, drawn out conversation with the counter lady. There is a line behind you! What do you think you're doing? Are you not aware of your surroundings? And what is up that Andy the Pharmacist? I cannot even believe that is a real job. Even through my seething pissed-off impatience I could barely keep a straight face watching him unscrew the cap and dump a few of my pills into the cap to show me what they look like. His little routine. "So this is [insert name of medicine]. You've taken these before, right?" And then that was it and I was okay to check out. Do we really need this final "approval" from Dr. Andy? Ugh. What a tool. Step down from your raised flooring behind there, hike over to aisle 10, and pick up a toothbrush, toothpaste, and some mouthwash and get rid of that anus breath you've had EVERY TIME I'VE COME IN HERE.

I wanted to get some soup from Subway after that, so I left Shopko, drove over the speed bump full-force without slowing down because I didn't see it with the snow, and then realized I had to turn around anyway because if I left through that exit I'd have to turn right and away from Subway. Damnit! Anyway. Subway had JUST enough dumpling soup left for ONE MORE BOWL OF SOUP! Thank God. If I would have had to hear there was no soup left after all of that I would have mowed over the drive-thru menu. And then backed over it and re-run over it like 20 more times.

Hey though...I did my little aerobics video tonight for the 2nd night in a row. I actually felt 100% better after doing it so I'm glad I pushed myself. No naps. Better mood. GO ME! I need to keep doing this for myself. I feel better, sleep better, look better. All pluses of course.

Off to beddy bye. Oh! Before I forget! Just for Olivia, I've caught Hannah Bean on tape MAKING BISCUITS! She is making dozens. Enjoy the cuteness. (it's a little dark but you can still make it out)